From: Henry Potts : "As described before by Sullivan, he kindly sent me a copy which I have transcribed. If Yesman or anyone would care to archive it, please do so." ********************************************* MELODY MAKER September 27, 1980 Page 24 CONFESSIONS OF AN ASTRAL TRAVELLER In his first interview since leaving Yes, JON ANDERSON talks to Allan Jones The Riviera's sunshine attracts them every year. Come June, they lock up the house in Holland Park and move south with the children for a couple of months on the Cote d'Azur. "It's a mass exodus," Jon Anderson said. "We look like one of the tribes of Israel . . ." This year, Jon thought they might've stayed in London. But it started, well, you know, to *rain*. Didn't look like it was ever going to stop. South they came again -- first to St Paul, in the hills overlooking Nice, then to St Jean-Cap Ferrat, where they found a villa overlooking the harbour. While they were waiting to move into the villa, Jon and his wife Jenny moved the family into the Grand Hotel. Ankling across the lobby one evening, Jon recognised Elvis Costello, decided to go over and introduce himself. "He was very . . . very *Elvis*Costello*, I suppose," Jon would tell his friends, and they'd all laugh. "He just jumped up looking very suspicious, you know. We didn't have much to talk about, really. I just wanted to say hello... But he was down here on his hols, I was just down here on my hols, I didn't really want to start talking shop, you know. Anyway, I imagine he hated Yes and was probably embarrassed. "I can't understand why he's so reluctant to talk to people. He must be very wary of everyone. The more successful you get, the more guarded you become about what you say. You've got to be very discreet, people quote *everything* . . . I remember saying something quite off-the-cuff once, didn't really think about it. Next thing, of course, it's been printed in an article. It was terrible. I didn't cry about it, but I didn't sleep for three nights, just thinking about it, worrying about what I'd said . . ." Ah: sometimes our lives dance to a very cruel tune. "Eventually, you learn to live with it," Jon Anderson said, wearily resigned. "You begin to understand that bands go through three distinct phases. When you start, you know, you're unknown and people think you're hip. Then you become successful, that's the second phase. Then there's the *third* phase . . ." And what's *that* all about? "Oh," Jon Anderson said. "That's when all the *persecution* starts and you sit down and wonder just what it is you've done that's so *wrong*." The afternoon I turned up at the villa in St Jean, Jon and Jenny were out. Jenny's younger brother, Garry, was there with some friends. They were listening to a tape of Jon's solo album, "Song Of Seven". Garry liked the new album more than anything Jon had done for years, certainly preferred it to the recent Yes album which he thought merely re-cycled a lot of old Yes ideas with no particular flair. "They've just stood still. Jon's moved into the Eighties," Garry announced confidently. "Don't *you* think so," he asked. I told him I thought the album was a step in the right direction. At least it didn't sound like you had to dress up to listen to it, unlike all the laboured epics Anderson has contrived with Yes. I'd been listening to the new album on the morning flight from Paris. Despite some inevitable affinities with Yes, "Song Of Seven" had sounded surprisingly refreshing. I welcomed it for that. The day before, I'd spent over 12 hours wrestling with the entire collection of Yes' recorded works. I finally had to send out for a stretcher. The further Anderson had strayed from the kind of cosmic contemplations that had characterised his contributions to Yes, the more I liked his album. I didn't think I'd ever learn to live with its more sentimental moments, and the mystic inclinations of the title track with its chirping kid's chorus had me looking for the exit. But "Don't Forget", with its New Orleans' horns and its lovely scat-vocal coda was winning. And "Heart of the Matter", a Tamla-derived roustabout with a thrusting Jack Bruce bass line, robust saxophone and swaggering vocals was a minor revelation. There seemed hope for Jon Anderson yet. If he could only learn to dance . . . Anderson finally turned up at the villa looking as neatly groomed as a model in a mail order catalogue. Charming, utterly courteous, perhaps a little nervous, Anderson settled quickly into conversation. What had been the general reaction to the new Yes album? Had there been any reports from their American tour? He hoped they'd done well, emphasised that he still felt a great affection for the group and its achievements. His new manager, Jannis Zographos, a thin-faced Greek who also manages Vangelis, listened intently to this opening exchange, puffed anxiously on his pipe. Anderson began to relax; he was certainly more humorous, less intense than I'd expected. He started talking about some songs that he'd written on the last Yes tour with Rick Wakeman. He seemed to relish the fact that they'd been considered too off the wall for Yes: one had been about a dentist, another had been a reworking of Randy Newman's "Rider in the Rain", written from the viewpoint of the horse. I could scarcely believe this kind of banter, began to warm to him. His voice is soft and husky, coloured by a distinct Lancashire accent. He recalled his earliest involvements with rock'n'roll, playing in local groups in the north west; remembered the days when Yes humped all their own equipment, played dodgy gigs in seedy clubs for ten quid a night, travelled the country in clapped-out Transits, survived only on enthusiasm and motorway fry-ups. "People forget that we actually went through all that," he said. "We were just like every other group starting out. No money, cheap digs, sleeping in the van. It was no easier for us than anyone else. Just because we made a bit of money later on, we became targets for all those people who wanted to slag off everyone who'd become successful. But we worked for it. Nobody gave us our success, we earned it . . . There was no reason for us to feel ashamed." He didn't sound at all pompous, but he was still capable of sounding wildly precious and not a little wet; what my mother would call half- soaked, I think. At one point, we'd been discussing Michael Herr's Dispatches. Anderson went on to explain how he'd always be caught up in the atmosphere of a really good book. "I remember when Yes were touring America," he said. "After the gigs, I'd just want to get back to the hotel room and get really stuck into some Tolkein, put on something by Sibelius in the background and rally get into it . . ." Never much of a Hobbit man myself, I just stared at my toe-caps, wondered when someone would offer me another drink; suggested we might as well start the interview. Christmas was on the horizon: Yes were in Paris where they intended to record their new album. The band hadn't met for two months, but as far as Jon Anderson could see everyone was in good spirits, eager to start work on the record. As he usually did, Anderson had arrived for the sessions bursting with ideas for the album, specific concepts and directions already planned out. He wasn't altogether surprised when the group admitted a certain reluctance to pursue these new ideas. Two or three years ago, he'd tried to steer them toward electronic music and they'd rejected the notion forcefully. It was only to be expected that there'd be some friction; the group had always taken some pride in its ability to thrash out conflicting ideas, its talent for synthesising individual ideas. This time out, however, a deeper rift was emerging. "Very quickly, the mood changed from enthusiasm to frustration and then complete confusion," Anderson recalled, the memory of the ensuing acrimony still pinching. "It became apparent that things weren't coming together. It was a very difficult period for everyone. We knew we weren't cutting it, and when you're not doing it, when it's not happening, you tend to clutch at straws. Try this, try that, try *anything*. But nothing would hang together, whatever we tried. It just didn't seem that it would ever work itself out. When these things didn't seem to be happening, an obvious feeling of doubt and uncertainty spread through the group." Reluctant to evoke the mood of those abortive sessions in any detail, Anderson quietly confesses his disappointment that the group rejected his ideas, even though they were unable to define an alternative direction for themselves. "It's only natural that I should have been disappointed. These were ideas I'd been working on to present to the band. I thought they'd provide the next step in the group's musical direction. I hoped the other members of the band would enjoy working on my ideas. Evidently, they didn't." And you felt affronted? "No. Disappointed. You see, I thought I'd done a good job to that time . . . yeah, a good job in leading the group, if you like. Gently coaxing them through various changes. Whichever way it's taken, I thought my role in the band was to motivate the group. Through songs that I'd written or through songs we'd written together. I was always open to ideas wherever they came from. I thought we should have been able to resolve any problems within the group, by talking them out, discussing them. "But it was becoming more evident that we didn't fit together as a group as we had done before. We didn't seem to be working towards the same end. All the ingredients that make up the kind of group that's going along happily, making music that's interesting each member of the band - - these things were missing. "At that time, I didn't think it would end with me, or anyone leaving. I thought we could have worked something out. I was prepared to follow any direction, if it worked, to keep the group together. But nobody could come up with that direction . . . I knew I could find other ways of expressing my own ideas. I didn't think I was in a dead-end with Yes, you know. I'd done an album the year before with Vangelis ('Short Stories'), and that had been very encouraging. "Just the way we did it was exciting. It was done in a week, it was very enjoyable, very spontaneous. With Yes, it had never been like that. We'd have to have meetings to discuss what we were going to do, construct formulas so we all knew where we going before we even started. I'd been thinking for some time that it would be great to work more *spontaneously* as a group. I'd talked about this a lot to them, suggested more open and more expressive music. It just didn't get through. "I felt there was a need just to *get*on*with*it*, play some music. Sometimes the music suffers when you look at it too closely, constantly analyse it. I thought it might be time to do something on a slightly *smaller* scale." Christmas arrived: Yes left Paris where they'd been trying to record their new album. Anderson says that no decision about their future had been taken, but there remains the suspicion that the rest of the group had already made up their minds that if Yes was to continue, it would have to continue without ol' Jonjo. The group met again in February. Steve Howe, Chris Squire and Alan White put down the rhythm tracks for the music that would subsequently emerge on "Drama". The lyrics Anderson wrote for these new tracks was, however, judged unsuitable. Exit Jon Anderson and Rick Wakeman. "I'd never really wanted to become a solo singer," Jon Anderson said. "But suddenly, I had no choice . . ." So was he pushed or did he jump? "There was some gentle persuasion," he said softly. "But I don't think that going into that kind of detail is relevant. It just happened. I'm not trying to hide anything. They didn't ring me up and say, 'Jon, you're fired.' And I didn't ring them up and say, 'Hey, I'm leaving.' Things weren't happening between us. "I felt we'd reached a point where we weren't communicating properly. I thought we should take a break, get back together later. They disagreed and I was no longer a member of Yes. They obviously didn't think they needed a break. I thought it would give them a chance to get in touch with a lot of other musicians, find some new ideas, new music, fresh inspiration. Really, I thought that was the only way for the band to stay together. Like you said earlier, some groups get into a set routine and before they know it, the routine kills them. The group's momentum slows down, they go into a decline, mentally, physically and musically. And that's it. Over. "If they can recognise the symptoms and say, "Hey, wait a minute, what are we *doing* to ourselves? Let's step out of this for a while, before it's too late. We can always come back to it later . . .' Some groups have done it. The Who did it. The Stones have done it. That's why *they're* still together." ********************************************* [contd. in another post : Anderson1980.2.txt ] -- Henry